Here is a thought. Why do I (and lots of other people, I think) approach life changes with fear and anxiety? Yesterday was fraught with it, and today, too, really. But this evening I am too exhausted to feel anything but resigned. And in that, a bit of clarity: this evening has been so much easier, and it's because I'm not trying so hard. I'm not examining the drawbacks of the situation; I'm just going with it. And there is a lot to be said for finding beauty in every detail, not just the easy ones.
Relax, I am telling myself today. Life is still quite lovely. Remember to let it be that way. Maybe if I remind myself over and over again, it will eventually become ingrained.
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